Monday, February 27, 2012

TV dramas to real life(repost)



I just wanna share this .. Yung na experience ko sa araw na to, na hindi ko aakalain mangyayari din pala sa totoong buhay ..




Akala ko sa TV, sa mga DRAMA, Koreanovelas, lang nangyayari yung na experience ko ngayon .. pati din pala sa real life ngyayari din pala yung ganun ..


Yung . tipong magkasama kayo pero, nag away kayo dahil sa sarili mong kggawan, lumala at pilit ka na niang pinapalayo ka nia nya sa knya. tpos ikaw umalis kna lang palayo, iniwan mo sya. sumakay ng jeep ng umiiyak. akala ko umalis na din sya, at hinayaan nya ko, pero nandun pa din sya sa pwesto nya nakatayo .. at sumigaw ng malakas tinawag ang pangalan ko. pero huli na dahil anlayo ko na .. medyo malayo na din ako nkapag bayad na ko sa driver. ng bigla kong naisipan na bumaba na lang, tinext sya na "wag kang aalis jan sa pwesto mo antayin mo ko. babalik ako" nag babakasakaling sana maabutan ko pa sya .. sana nandun pa sya. walang isip isip, bigla na lang akong nag para at bumaba, tumatakbo sa isipan ko "sana maayos pa kami: habang naglalakad ng biglang tinext nia ko na "tpos na tayo, wala ka ng babalikan" napaiyak ako ng mabasa ko hbng naglalakad ng biglang...


pagkatungo ko, NAGULAT AKO pagkaharap ko .. NAGLALAKAD DIN SYA KAHARAP KO. NAKITA KO SYA. hindi ko alam kung sinadya ng panahon na magkasalubong kami pra mag kaayos din siguro kami. nilapitan ko sya at kinausap ... pilit na humingi ng sorry. pero hindi nia tinanggap. =( galit pdin sya sakin .. at ayun na naman, akala ko final decision na tlga. pinalalayo nia ko sa knya at ayaw nia na talaga.


Wala na kong ibang ginawa kundi UMIYAK na lang habang naglalakad palayo sa kanya, at sumakay ng Jeep. sa isip isp ko .. hindi na nia siguro ako mahal .. nagsasawa na siguro sya. dahil paulit ulit na lang .. ng pagkasakay ko sa jeep ...


wala akong kamalay malay na KASUNOD KO NA SYA! SUMAKAY DIN SYA NG JEEP, na kanina nya pa ako sinusundan.. hndi ko alam kung anung mgigigng reaskyon ko ... akala ko ayaw nya na.. akala ko matitiis nia na ko . akala ko hndi na nia ako mahal ... MALUHA LUHA AKO SA SAYA. sa sobrang touch ko. niyakap ko sya .. sabay kiss. sabay sabi nia sakin na "hinding hndi kita kayang iwanan dahil mahal na mahal kita ... hnding hndi ako magsasawa sayo habangbuhay khit anung mangyari .. hnding hndi tayo mag hihiwalay, dahil may pangarap pa tyo, sayo ko pinangrap ang lahat, ikaw lang ang minahal ko ng gnito, i love you so much mommy.. mahal na mahal kita" niyakap nya ko at kiniss sa forehead, cheeks & lips (na kadalasan at lagi niang gngawa khit mdaming taong nakatingin samin) naiiyak ako sa tuwa, sa sobrang touch ko .. umiiyak na lang ako habang nakayakap sa knya .. hndi maipaliwanag yung kasiyahan na ndadama ko.




** gnun talaga, kung mahal mo ang isang tao babalik at babalik ka din sa kanya at sya naman ang nag aantay sayo. ibig sabhin, hndi ka din nya kayang mawala sa buhay nya . nakakatuwang isipin na, meron pa din mga lalaki na kahit anung ugali ipakita mo, sungitan, lagi mong inaaway, paulit ulit na pag aaway, at kung anu anu pa man .. still, hndi pa din sya nag sasawa sayo .. nandyan pa din sya para intindihin ka, babaan yung pride nya para maayos lang kayo, mahalin ka, patawanin ka, pakiligin ka, hindi nahihiyang iiyak sa harapan mo, at hndi lang basta salita. kundi araw araw pinapatunayan nya sayo na ikaw ang buhay nya

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Some things to do

When she stares at your mouth..

Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cuz she thinks shes

stronger than you..

Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough..

Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she’s quiet..

Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you..

Give her your attention

When you see her at her worst..

Tell her she’s beautiful

When you see her start crying..

Just hold her and don’t say a word

When you see her walking..

Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she’s scared..

Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie..

Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you..

Tease her back and make her laugh



When she doesn’t answer for a long time..

reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt..

Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you..

she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands..

Hold her’s and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you..

bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret..

keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes..

dont look away until she does

When she says it’s over..

she still wants you to be hers


para sa mga lalake ang susunod kong

ilalathala, kung mahal niyo nga talaga

yang mga girlfriend niyo.. you wouldn’t

hesitate to do the following..


Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything..





- When she’s mad hug her tight and don’t let go..




- When she says she’s ok don’t believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she’ll remember you..




- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her..

xD

-Treat her like she’s all that matters to you..

)

- Stay up all night with her when she’s sick..

XD

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it’s stupid..





- Give her the world..

)

- Let her wear your clothes..




-When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her..

xD

-Let her know she’s important..

)

- Don’t talk about other girls around her..





- Kiss her in the pouring rain..





at ang isa pinaka-magandang gagawin mo para sa kanya

kahit na sing-katawan mo lang si Spongebob at kasing

talino mo lang si Patrick Starfish … XD


- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:

“Whose ass am i kicking babe?” XD

Some girl language

When i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to
call me ]

When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]

When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and don't let go ]

When i start cussing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]

When i'm quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]

When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me i'm beautiful ]

When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will
be alright ]

When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from
behind ]

When i'm scared
[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i don't answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could
understand ]

When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]

When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When i look at you in your eyes
[ don't look away until i do ]

When i miss you
[ i'm hurting inside ]

When you break my heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]

Thursday, February 2, 2012